I still remember that back then, I didn't understand feelings.
... How do people care about gains and losses in life? How can one be infatuated and how should one end his love? How can anyone know that they can just muddle through the ups and downs of their life?
Or how do people know whether their love and desire are a different path or a return path?
In the river crab version of "The Boy", everything that should be there is gone, and what shouldn't be there is gone.