Before I was twelve years old, I was raised in the imperial mausoleum;
After the age of twelve, he is raised in the palace.
The person who gave birth to me died many years ago, and the person who raised me also separated one by one over the years.
I have an older brother who is the crown prince in the palace. In the past, my mother was favored because she looked like the late crown prince's biological mother. So it is said that I look very similar to my sixth brother, who I have only met once.
When I was sixteen, the prince died, and His Majesty took me into the palace. Perhaps because of my appearance, everyone in the palace told me that my father always had some unrealistic fantasies about me. They either made insinuations or bluntly stated:
"His Ninth Prince's character is too careless." It means that he is not as dignified as the Crown Prince.
"His Ninth Prince is too impetuous." It means he is not as prudent as the Crown Prince.
"Your Majesty Ninth Prince still needs to study hard." It means that the prince studies very hard.
"Your Majesty Ninth Prince needs to be cautious in dealing with things." It means that the prince is very cautious in dealing with things.
I'm in pain. Effort is important, and the direction of effort is also important. The prince is a phoenix, and I am just a chicken that has not shed its feathers. How can you compare a chicken that may be bald in the future with a phoenix? Isn't this cruel to the chicks!
However, in such a large palace, only my former crush, the prince's childhood sweetheart, Master Lang, noticed this.
"His Royal Highness the Ninth Prince is not like His Royal Highness the Crown Prince. Even if it is for the sake of the Sacred Heart, there is no need to imitate the Crown Prince in everything. The so-called virtues are low but the position is high, and the small things are known but the big plans are far less."
Me: Listen, this is the speaking level of someone who has been a reading companion to a prince. It is true that I have been unrequitedly in love with him for several years. The truth is clear and the connotation is complete.
"Master Liang is right. Master Liang often walks around the inner court, so he should explain this truth to His Majesty and the Zhijiao people more often."
After saying this, I thought he was the only understanding person who could see through the essential difference between a chicken and a phoenix. He was also the only kind-hearted person in the palace who would not get involved with the chicken baby. He was a brother. So many years later, when I became brothers with him, I accidentally revealed the past story of my crush on him.
I was drunk at the time. As we all know, anything a man says when he is drunk is nonsense. This should not and cannot be the reason for him to corner me in the woods after he sobered up.
"His Highness said that he liked me in the past because my face was good-looking. Now that His Highness doesn't like me, is it because I'm not as good-looking as before?"
I wiped my sweat: Ah, that's not because of this
Intention: Life is rarely perfect, and small perfection is great perfection