As long as I can remember, I have had many, many doubts.
Why can't I say what I want to say, walk the way I want to walk, touch the things I want to touch, and love the person I want to love...
It was like I was outside this world. I could see and hear but couldn't control my body.
It took me many years, and after seeing a lot of things in this world, I finally gradually understood that I might be the second soul in this body that does not dominate, just like what is written in fantasy novels.
It's strange, but this is the only way to explain why my body is not controlled by myself.
For fifteen years, I have watched another soul in this body control this body and do one thing after another that is contrary to my thoughts.
In the eyes of the world, she may be a problem child, uneducated, addicted to fighting, and bullying her classmates...
But in my eyes, she is just a child who has never felt love.
Because I have the same experience, I can better understand her sadness and jealousy under her fierceness, irritability and hypocrisy.
It's a pity that no one can understand her except me.
It's a pity that no one will have the opportunity to love her properly after today.
Purpose: Self-improvement is the most important