Staring into the Abyss

I have loved you, but only once... I stood on the beach, the wind blew by my ears, I slowly walked in, leaving all my memories with you to the wind... You told me your love before, but you never did it. I have loved you for eighteen years. I met you when I was in my prime. When wrinkles creep up on my face, I still love you. Later love turned into hate, but I still like you... I don't know if you have ever had a hint of love for me... Intention: I regret it. It would have been better if I hadn't met you...