There is nothing you can ask for in this life, but love that you won't give in to.
She doesn't want to give in, and she hates loving and being loved. She feels that any light that comes in is guilty, but the unruly and warm light is not guilty.
After that, she became his salvation, his only thought in this life, and he became the light that she firmly believed would never be dissipated...
Intention: I hope that girl can meet his Ah Shu