All in all, I have traveled through time, but I don't want to wear it.
"Book" stuffed me with a gift package of black, gray and white skills and came with its own abilities, which was euphemistically called error compensation.
He~tei! Who would believe it? My world-conscious dad from my hometown said it. I can tell at a glance that you are a guy who wants to ascend to another dimension. Every mistake you make is intentional!
Although the compensation is very nice, and I also like watching Wenye, how can such a dangerous place be compared to a safe home.
I looked at the Hong Kong Black Friday Building and sighed in my heart.
My hometown consciousness asked me if I wanted to come back, and of course I was totally willing.
After all, without the IQ of the script team, people would be dead!
Minecraft: Although I really want to, in fact, I still have no way to get you back.
He said that the "book" sliced you into pieces and threw you into the main world and all mirror worlds.
After a long silence, I raised the international friendship sign to the sky.
Minecraft: So I can't get you back now because you've become too many pieces.
Me: So... What do I need to do?
Minecraft: Be in contact with a main character for a period of time and have a relationship with him. After the world thinks you have integrated and relaxed your vigilance, commit suicide with a reasonable reason.
After all your fragments have committed suicide, they will be able to be combined into a complete three-dimensional soul, and I can take you back.
Me: ... You are so immoral, it will be very painful, but I agree.
After all, "books" don't make me a human being, so I still want to be a human being.
For everything I have, I have to go back.
And if there is no way to get into the heart of the main character, the damage will probably be minimal.
Instead of working hard on a relationship, it is better to have unrequited love, simply tear up the card after rejection, and get back to trouble-free in an instant.
So I chose to join the port Mafia in every world, and then joined the team of the smallest cadre.
Osamu Dazai is the best choice.
I don't think it's possible for Dazai to be tempted.
I play the role of the perfect subordinate, slightly older than Dazai, loyal, elegant, and omnipotent. Specifically, I clean up the mess, calm down fights, and protect the cubs on the battlefield.
However, the junior cadre didn't seem to like me very much. Although it was a bit frustrating, it couldn't be better and I wouldn't feel guilty at all.
Finally, on Dazai's birthday, the man still wore that elegant smile and leaned down.
"Happy birthday, Mr. Dazai~ In the new year, do you like me a little bit?"
The bandage officer's face wrinkled up in disgust: "No, not at all, you smiling tiger, stay away from me."
"It's really sad..." Smiling Tiger's voice drifted for a moment, "I am..."
He lowered his voice slightly, "I like Mr. Dazai very much..."
I didn't see that when he said this sentence, Dazai Osamu's eyes fluctuated slightly.
I attended the birthday party calmly, returned to the office calmly, threw the red roses I had prepared in the trash can, and then put on a black suit in a ceremonial manner.
It's been foreshadowing for so long and it's finally over.
With a smile that seemed to be fixed on my face, I walked into the river step by step.
The water was so cold, the waves were a bit choking, and my nose hurt. The feeling of water choking my lungs seemed to make me drown in this river forever.
But two minutes later, I made it back.
In the same way, in every world, my souls chose Osamu Dazai very wisely and followed the same process: staying with him for a period of time in various ways, casually courting him, and being rejected.
Then, he died in various ways at night without anyone noticing.
Now, only one fragment remains.
What I didn't know was that this was the Beast line called the only miracle...
As a 16-year-old subordinate, I raised the 15-year-old Port Mafia for a year and three and a half months. Now that I am 17 years old, I think the relationship is almost ready to be confessed.
Familiar process.
"Mr. Dazai, do you like me a little bit?"
"Ugh - stay away from me, it's absolutely impossible, Smiling Tiger, stop talking nonsense, you disgust me! It's like swallowing a slimy little slug... Oral area -"
"... That's it..." The smile on my lips remained the same, unchanged at all, "That's really a pity, I like Mr. Dazai very much."
Different results.
In the evening, Osamu Dazai picked up the "book" and saw that all the "Mr. Smiling Tigers" in the thread failed to express their love at the birthday party without exception, and then simply committed suicide.
"... What? Are you serious? I thought..." It was this guy's joke. I thought I was the only one who fell in love with this nasty guy who liked to tease him. How could this happen? Can't this guy hold on a little longer...
But when he saw the man in the "book" who threw the blue enchantress into the trash can, put on a white shirt and a black tuxedo, and carefully tied a silver-gray tie, his bad premonition peaked, and he ran in this direction without hesitation and then slowly stopped...
The man floating along the water with his eyes closed, even if he couldn't hold it in until foam bubbled slightly from his mouth and nose, he still had a smile on his face. He looked so familiar.
"Hurry up and save people!" He jumped into the water without caring about the subordinates he had brought with him. His voice was as panicked as a child who was about to lose everything.
When I opened my eyes again and saw Dazai sitting next to me crying without tears and the men in black pretending they didn't exist, there was only one sentence lingering in my mind:
…Can I still go back?
PS: When the protagonist traveled through time, he had just come out of the beast line. He hadn't had time to see it yet, so he didn't know the special characteristics of the leader Zai.
PPS: Osamu Dazai in each world really fell in love with the protagonist, but he never expected that the protagonist would commit suicide after the failure of a joke confession.
Intention: Believing that Dazai Osamu would not be tempted, pretending not to confess, and then committing suicide again and again, Gong