Four Seasons

The story takes place in the emotional journey of the heroine Li Ai when she was sixteen or seventeen years old. She met Ma Xiao, who fell in love with at first sight, in junior high school. Ma Xiao had no good impression of her, but he was still attached to her when she fell in love with Hu Bairi. After she passed by Ma Xiao, she met Hu Bairi, who had been in love for a long time. She began to forget the painful memories with Ma Xiao, but what she didn't know was that Hu Bairi was the one who brought her real pain. After entering high school, Hu Bairi and Li Ai completely separated from each other. Li Ai was heartbroken and cried almost every day. Later, she gradually disbelieved in love in the shadows again and again. She felt that all the sincerity she had given was just wishful thinking. Until I met He Liutang in my sophomore year of high school. He looks very similar to Hu Bairi, and Li Ai even mistakenly identified him as Hu Bairi several times. This caused her to feel revengeful. She wanted this "reproduction" of Hu Bairi to experience the feeling of being severely abandoned after giving her sincerity. But in the process of revenge, she fell in love with He Liutang more and more. She even felt how terrifying that thought was. He Liutang almost cured her, and she began to regain the ability to love others. On Li Ai's seventeenth birthday, He Liutang played her favorite "Sunny Day" to Li Ai. Since then, their relationship has become increasingly close. Li Ai revealed his true feelings to him on an ordinary night, which made that night no longer ordinary. Just like this day after day, three months later, Li Ai found that the shadow of the past was flooding into his heart again. She began to become increasingly irritable, impatient, and even violent towards He Liutang. This couldn't help but make her feel that she was becoming more and more like Hu Bairi, and she had become the person she once hated the most. After three separations and reunions, He Liutang completely left Li Ai. Li Ai lost the person who once had eyes for her. She regretted it deeply, but she also had no face to see him again. She let down the sincerity of others, and she felt that she deserved to die. In the daily guilt and atonement, she finally couldn't bear it anymore... She jumped up during a self-study in the evening full of sunset. Li Ai is imprinted with the shadows of two people: Ma Xiao, who only knows how to cherish after losing, and Hu Bairi, who doesn't care about other people's feelings. When she met these boys, different stories happened. Before Li Ai met Hu Bairi, she never thought that she would become a person who ignored other people's feelings. Before she met He Liutang, she never thought that she would have the ability to love again. She was once the victim, now she is the perpetrator. While trying to get rid of the shadow that Hu Bairi had brought to her, she was greedy for the next love countless times, and advocated freedom countless times when she had a partner. She jumped back and forth between advocating freedom and lusting after love until she died. Long story. Updates are not fixed. The content is mostly adapted from reality. "I used to be jealous of you and care about the look in your eyes. I had planned to secretly photograph you for a long time. I also really liked you." "Let's do this... Let me break up, so I will become what they call a 'big pig's hooves' and you will lose nothing." "I used to like you, but I don't think this will affect our future friendship. Are you willing to be my best friend?" "Why do we always miss each other?" "I don't want them to say that you are a love-starved person, so they said things like 'I want to be your best friend' without thinking." "I really like you, because you said 'I want to eat fried dough sticks'. I ate different fried dough sticks for three days starting from Monday, just to give you the best one on Thursday morning." "I didn't expect that the way I thought I would vent my anger would scare you. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." "Do you think... Will there be such a person who... Makes you believe in love again?" Intention: Even if your love has been severely abandoned, continue to embrace love and hope to welcome a better future. Don't let down the sincerity that others give to you. Even if you are not willing to give all your sincerity, you must still have the minimum sincerity.