The female protagonist suffers from depression, and she will recover later with the male protagonist's company.
When I was in college, An Jingshu always thought about it countless times.
'It would be great if I could die'
'I didn't want to commit suicide, I just didn't want to live'
'Why didn't I get seriously ill and die from it'
I thought about it later
'I can't be sick, my family has no money and can't spend it on me anymore'
'It would be great if I could be accidentally hit and killed by a luxury car, so that my parents can get a compensation, not too much, just enough to support them for the rest of their lives.'
An's father and An's mother had farmed the land for half their lives. An Jingshu knew that they couldn't spend much money, so they only needed to compensate their parents with a little money, just a little.
An Jingshu knows that he is sick. No matter how rich others are, it is the hard earned work of others. He cannot be entangled with him just because others are rich. An Jingshu knew that her thoughts were wrong, but she couldn't control her thoughts.
That night she fell asleep again, and when she woke up she became "Jing Shu".
Then she met her sun...
Intention: I hope everyone can meet their own sun and face everything bravely.