"I said in my heart, God, please, if you really exist, can you allow me to give up one centimeter of my heart to fall in love with him, just one centimeter. This centimeter is outside my body and is outside the law. It doesn't matter whether I fall or fall. Please allow the rest of me to preserve myself.
God heard it and answered: none or all.
None, or all of them.
But, but, that one centimeter is everything to me.
How could he understand? "
"If I want to describe my impression of Roland, he is such a healthy, confident, and powerful soul. I can't resist in front of such a soul. The only thing I can do is to prevent myself from loving him."
"Between Roland and I, there are a lot of things we want to say but are not worth mentioning.
Once, Roland asked me, he said, is life something that can be changed so easily?
I said I don't know, I don't know what life is.
I don't know love or hate, it's what controls me to the end.
But I found out later.
What is life?
It was the futility of love and hate when I was in the sea of fire, and it was the futility of love that saved me. "
[Full text completed——2023.10.18]
Intention: The destruction and reconstruction of personal will.
