Lin Sinian seemed to have had a very chaotic and long dream. In the dream, there was his lover, his joy, and his pain.
"There are fifty strings of Jinse for no reason. Each string and one stick reminds me of the Chinese years. I don't have any great culture, so I'll just call you Missing the years, okay?"
"It's not Grasshopper, it's my brother."
"Xiao Nian, don't be afraid. Dad is dead, but my brother will always be by your side."
"When my brother gets rich, he will buy a big house for Sinian."
"Brother's company is improving. What does Si Nian want?"
"Brother won't let anyone hurt you. Don't worry, I'll have you behind me. I'll give you whatever Sinian wants."
"Don't make such a joke next time."
"What's wrong? You're right."
"Let's talk some time next time."
"I have someone I like."
Why... Why?
If you can like me a little bit, if you are not my brother, I can give you everything I have, I can want nothing, I can abandon everything, I only want you.
My money, reputation, friends... All of that, I don't care about. I don't need a lot of money to live a luxurious life, and I don't care about these external things; I don't need others to praise me, and I don't care about overwhelming slander and abuse; I don't even need friends, and the few partners I have are not as important as you.
I don't care about anything, as long as I have you.
But you don't want me.
You don't love me.
How I wish I could lock you up so that you only see me, or simply gouge out your eyes so that you can no longer see anyone else. I want you to be filled with me, I want your heart to be unable to hold anything but me, I want to torture and kill everyone who covets you.
But you responded proactively to those bastards.
So I can't think of anything else.
Have I lost my ability to think?
I may be sick, otherwise why would I be so sad that I want to die.
Lin Rui woke up with pain all over, only to find that he was locked. Lin Sinian, on the other hand, was sobbing softly on top of him.
It was as if he was the one being locked up.
Si Nian, if you keep doing this, I will suspect that you have fallen in love with me, and then I may not be able to control myself...
Purpose: Promote the intimacy between brothers