Actually I like her very much. Let's call her classmate H here.
That day, I was finishing up my weekend extra classes and having lunch at KFC with another classmate. I turned on my phone and was chatting with classmate H and a mutual friend of mine. Suddenly, a message from H popped up saying "I know you are here, I like you."
My mind immediately went blank. The classmates across from me kept asking me questions. I was stunned, not knowing which one to reply to first. I like H. I don't know how many childhood dreams I have seen her in. But I'm afraid. Even I despise the fact that I like the same sex. I'm afraid of worldly judgment and gossip. The classmate across from me kept calling me and wanted to take my phone away to see what was going on. I was so scared that I closed the screen in time and said nothing. Later, I thought about how to make H hate me. The relationship became so tense that there was no contact anymore.
Now, I accept my orientation and no longer care about those eyes. But I can never find someone I like again.
Intention: Love cannot be achieved, regret to leave