The first time I noticed him was in the Red Mansion Music Classroom. Perhaps it was because the ray of sunshine that happened to fall on him was too soft. At that moment, he looked so beautiful. The rebelliousness and frivolity that had never been seen in this private young man were brought out bit by bit because of him.
"What are you thinking about?"
"You said I made a mistake about the love between friends and lovers, but I want to kiss you and, if possible, have sex with you."
"Huh?"
"Would friends want to do these things?"
I'm a poor thing. Please take pity on me.
Shen private (attack) x Xu Yan (receive)
Homophobia is closeted
Purpose: redemption