In these few short minutes, I had made a decision in my heart. No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, I think I should release myself from the entanglement that has never stopped over the years.
We have been together for five years, and we go to our respective homes every year to celebrate the New Year. He has never asked me to go back to his home to celebrate the New Year. If he didn't tell me, how could I ask for it myself. It's only now that I'm willing to admit that this is really his attitude, and he's not sure I'm the one yet.
Two years later, fortunately, my decision brought everything back to where it started. This is the result you wanted. But after so much time, the fact that you don't love me is still the hidden pain that I can't touch the most.