Tang Xiaoyi Fell Behind Again

Have you ever had such doubts? Who is the face that appears in the mirror? The water plants bear witness, and the whirlpool of water swallows me up - a world without light. Light! Light! I shouted, exhausted all my strength, and looked up through the clear water; Watching the bird in the cage swimming in blood and dying, watching the eyeless bird holding spring mud in its mouth without waiting. God, what do you look like? Please allow me to offend you. Pick up a pen and write down my story. - My name is Tang Xiaoyi, a person who has experienced resurrection from the dead. But I can't recall the past events before I woke up. To put it crudely, I have lost my memory. They said that I was a young and promising adventurer who was quite famous in the World Adventure Association, so I followed them to the sky city, and indeed found proof of the existence of "Tang Xiaoyi" there. He has a rich resume and is so experienced that you don't think he is just a sixteen-year-old boy. He is truly a legend. But strangely enough, even though they pulled me over and rattled me off with tales of the man's adventures, I couldn't find any connection with the name. Even though I look exactly like the person in the photo. ... - The story can be briefly summarized as: Following the Yugatraxi Tree of Life incident, Tang Xiaoyi disappeared for a year and suddenly returned. But what came back was the "useless version of Tang Xiaoyi". It's just a bird that struggled and finally landed on the shore. It didn't know its own attributes and jumped repeatedly between "sparrow" and "phoenix". It is a story of finding oneself. I want to write about "I like Tang Xiaoyi", whether it is because "he is Tang Xiaoyi", or because of his soul, no matter who he is, I will like him. - It's a short novel. The space is limited, the plot is tight, the details are not described well, and the words are not expressive. These are all my problems. - I found a nice song that unexpectedly coincides with this article: "Empty" - Wang Jiayi/Chen Jingfei. The original singer is Chen Li, but her version cannot be found on NetEase Cloud. "How come it seems like a second ago/I was still free and empty/and suddenly I became lost?" "Growing up has become/the gap between me and me" - Happy reading. Intention: Find yourself and love life.