My beloved you:
Long time no see, Zhan Xin'an. A question has been plaguing me these days.
Do you think people who like the sea will also like mountains?
The sea, with turbulent waves, is turbulent all the time, like a traveler who has traveled thousands of miles without stopping; the mountains, with majestic pines, stand there like defenders with unchanged original intentions.
Do you think there will be an ending between people who like the sea and people who like mountains?
Qin Yi, do you like mountains?
To this day, I still remember that day, the sunset on that day, the rolling waves on that day, the sea breeze on that day blowing the corners of your clothes and the tips of my hair, and the pounding of my heart that day.
I don't know what I was thinking at the time. When you said "Would you like to go see the sea?", I felt that I should go with you. Maybe it's because you were the only one who was willing to take me with you in those years. The sea at three o'clock in the morning was beautiful. Although it was dark all around, I thought it was just right. In the depth of night, you can't see my red earlobes.
When I realized that I was attracted to you, my love for you had already penetrated deep into my bones. I even felt timid for a time. I was afraid that you would know my emotions, and I was afraid that you would find me unsightly. I thought about burying my emotions deep in my heart, but I found that they are just seeds. No matter what, they will one day break out of the ground.
So, Qin Yi, will you like me?
Qin Yi, I want to see the mountains and observe my heart.
Don't look for me, I'll be back.
Shan Yuanye
2018.05.20
Intention: To love someone, be brave.