My life has been plunged into endless pain and struggle since I was 12 years old, constantly wandering and searching in the darkness, moving forward and retreating. Love is like a dreamy bubble of light and shadow, I never believe in eternity. Those dazzling romance and light seem particularly exaggerated and false. I don't believe in the existence of salvation, but I am always looking forward to and longing for someone to save me. Dragging my tired body, I waited in the dark for too long.
I once thought that if there was light, I would hold on tightly at all costs. Even if I died of exhaustion, I would keep chasing and never let go. But life is so difficult, is the future bright? I have no idea.
So, that's it for now.
All the joys and sorrows will turn into nothing and disappear along with my life.
I am a professor at the School of Economics, and my daily life is filled with economic laws and financial decisions. The rational and rigorous economic model research and data analysis will always feel complicated and boring after reading for a long time.
And his temperament itself is unique. He is uninhibited, gentle and romantic, indulgent and flamboyant. Like a splash-ink painting by Zhang Daqian, with its strong, rich and varied colors, it attracted me easily, and there was nothing else in my eyes.
Intention: Choose to grow