When He Qing was hospitalized for terminal cancer, he told Shen Bai, "I actually liked you."
He Qing actually kept a diary, but he hid it every time he finished writing. Shen Bai was never discovered when he was cleaning his room.
Shen Bai couldn't even think about it, because they missed so much by just talking.
"Sir, blame me for not being able to convey what I mean. Blame me for not understanding what you mean."
"Abai, I'm leaving first, don't come looking for me."
After all, Shen Bai's words rotted in his stomach.
In the third year when Shen Bai was guarding the things left by his husband, he went to find him.
"Sir, don't blame me this time. I miss you too much."
Shen Bai×He Qing
Intention: Know early and tell early
