[Conan] Hirota Aiko Decided to Go to The

To all readers: Some netizens said that I am not responsible for my views six months ago. When people are young, their opinions often change. I like to incorporate my own opinions when I write and therefore cannot be held responsible for the opinions that appear in all my articles. There was a major turning point in my life, and "Aiko Hirota Decides to Die" was the work I conceived when that turning point occurred. At that time, I had no hope for the future. I felt that once a trauma occurs, it cannot be cured. I would have to live with the pain throughout my life. This pessimistic thought runs through the first part that was written at that time, and the follow-up that was conceived but not yet written (the second part, the third part, the future talk and the possible IF extra). But in the past year, due to personal experiences, I have become aware of some new possibilities. Maybe time will make people gradually forget the pain, maybe I have been struggling with the trauma, and I started to have positive thoughts about the future. Therefore, the originally planned ending, which is HE but still slightly pessimistic, may be changed, as well as the plot leading to the ending. For me, writing is a means to satisfy current desires and convey current opinions. The two purposes are neither high nor low, but if I pay more attention to the latter when writing a certain article, that article can also become a preservation of my opinions at that time, like a slice through time and space, which will continue to remind me a few years later what kind of thoughts I had. The first part of this novel incorporated many of my views and experiences at the time. When I was writing, I had serious psychological problems, but I didn't realize it. Readers pointed out that I was depressed. Half a year later, I was diagnosed with depression and have been fighting it to this day. When I read the comments, I was very surprised. I have always emphasized that this novel was written to comfort and encourage myself when I was in pain, and I also hope to comfort and encourage other people who have similar experiences. But I recently discovered that rather than thinking, inputting, and outputting in the virtual world, perhaps practicing in the real world is more important. Someone told me that if I keep moving forward, the answers will be found along the way. It just so happens that my current life has entered a new stage, which is very suitable for my beloved son. I hope that through my own exploration, I can feel new ideas and pass them into the novel, so that my beloved son can grow up at the same time, instead of being limited to my old views and experiences and misleading other people I want to comfort and encourage. Of course, I am not ashamed to admit that in the past six months, various reasons such as being out of touch, climbing the wall, being stuck, and being alive are also reasons for not updating. I will no longer easily make promises that I cannot fulfill, such as when to update this novel again, because I don't know and I don't want to break my promise again, but I will try hard to finish this novel, just like Aiko will try to survive and treat every day as a battle. This novel means a lot to me, unlike any other. I'd love to receive comments and stay in touch with readers. During the year and a half that I continued to update, I gained a lot of friendship and help, and I am very grateful. Although I am not a person who frequently communicates with friends, nor do I like chatting online, I will always remember my friends. Some readers leave me comments or send me private messages, telling me that they are inspired by my novels or sharing their current life with me, and I am very happy. Finally, I would like to encourage you all and hope that you and I can successfully overcome difficulties when we encounter them in this life.

I love it very much, the ending of the first part was already very good. My wife also has other interesting articles on ao3!

When watching Aiko, I cried once at the beginning, during the middle, and again at the end. My wife wrote it so well. My beloved son's struggle, pain, and confusion made my heart ache. Aiko didn't want to stay in the world. She had too few things and had too many things taken away from her. Her parents left before she learned how to love herself and the world, and the sister who raised her up was gone. The world was really unfair to her. In the new volume, Akayi is 36 years old, which really shocked me. In my impression, he is still the high-spirited FBI ace who even said a flirtatious word when he was drunk. Now he has become the kind of middle-aged man with a family whose temperament has become rounded. Every day Thinking of getting off work early and encountering difficult colleagues, it would be easy to be scolded anyway, and it would be acceptable to just do the housework casually. It is quite happy. I guess Akai never thought that he would live such an ordinary and happy life in his thirties when he was in his twenties.

Brother Yan will retire from the army in 2022! When will it be updated? Woohoo!

Haha, BIG x2,

It's tied. I feel like it would be good to end here if I don't update. The old scars haven't disappeared, but they are fading little by little. Everyone's life is gradually getting back on track. [Fireworks]

Emit the light of gossip hahahahahaha Shen Jie defeats you

Fortunately, the puppy is just a pet and not food (we are too cautious in April!

If the teacher doesn't update me, I'm going to make a fuss.

April baby is really worried about this family [pink heart]

It's really delicious. I watched it over and over again in the past two days, tasted it over and over again, and then went to Amway to give it to a friend.

Wuwuwu when will it be updated [crying]

Is the goddess back to continue updating? [Spread flowers]

Ahhhhhhhhhhh so delicious!

Sorry, Sanyuanci is suddenly too busy and I really don't have time to update. The locked part of the plot is not smooth and needs to be changed, but I am too busy. I will update it when there is an outline. It's just that I am very busy now. I guess it will take a long time to settle down. I'm really sorry [poor]

Why am I so excited when I see someone holding a knife (≧▽≦)/

It's half way through the month and it's time for annual vacation.

I have watched New World many times, Lee Jung Jae is really handsome!