I thought we would get married this year, and I even fantasized about a romantic proposal and wedding. But just a month ago, because of some photos of his affair with his first love, we had a big fight, and then we hurt each other with unscrupulous words, and then he disappeared for a whole month. He always knew what to do to make me sad and desperate.
PS: The author expressed despair about his procrastination. I kept writing and deleting articles I wrote a few years ago. When I encountered a bottleneck, I simply stopped writing them. I didn't know when I would be able to finish them.