Later, I found out.
That is the unique light given to my mother by God.
In other words,
My mother is the god who came to love me.
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Mom asked me
"If one day she is gone, I need to love life."
"I can't do it, it would be too uncomfortable."
"What if I get sick and die?"
"You won't."
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People always ask what they would say to their eighteen-year-old mother if they met her.
...
But I want to meet her even more when she is seventeen years old, carefree and as bright as a summer flower.
Concept: Mother is God