I am an ordinary person, but I want to live a serious, bold, unrestrained, free and magnanimous life, but reality will not let me be like this. I want to leave this world just like that, but then I think about it, in fact, I shouldn't be so pessimistic.
But no one can understand anyone. I am just a speck of dust among billions of people, too insignificant. I am also cowardly and timid, but there is nothing I can do! I also had to survive, and then I chose to live well, step by step, getting closer to the meaning of life, but don't forget how cruel and ruthless reality is. I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore. Yes, you guessed it right, I left briskly.
Haha, you can tell me that you are holding on, what if something changes, what if it gets better? You say getting better is life? Is it a matter? Or human? Maybe me?
Don't be wishful thinking, everything is changing, the only thing that remains unchanged is what happens! That's just in case!
The odds that defeated me time and time again were the odds that my faith and will were wiped away bit by bit by this odds.
Unexpectedly, I gained a new life. Maybe I was pessimistic, or maybe I rekindled my faith and lived the life I wanted most to be uninhibited. I could be truly bold and uninhibited, open-minded and free, pursue my whole life, and just want to live a life worthy of my life.
Intention: hope and hope, hope that I can become her in the book, true, bold, bohemian, open-minded and free.
