She fell in love with a boy who she didn't want to see again in her life at an ignorant age. Her affection cannot be exchanged for his love.
"If I could turn back time, I would turn around and leave the moment I meet you."
"Forget it, you have to get off when you get to the station. Someone will naturally take the empty seat. I hope you can meet the person you really like in the following days, instead of letting her be like me."
Intention: sadomasochism: willing to keep eyes open and move forward confidently