The first time she used her superpower, she just hoped that she would be happy, but the uncontrollable superpower deprived her of all her memories.
The second time, in order to love her adoptive parents, she lost a part of her body as a price.
The third use was against a man who had helped her, a man who loved spicy curry and was raising eight children on his own, this time at the expense of herself.
Purpose: Pursue yourself