Loneliness is not something you are born with, but starts from the moment you fall in love with someone.
——Zhang Xiaoxian
On the night after the college entrance examination, Song Yan mustered up the courage to walk to Chi Ye.
With red eyes and choked with sobs, Chi Ye said, "Have you ever liked me, even just a little bit?" Chi Ye smoked a cigarette and smiled.
That year, Song Yan ate the last bayberry and never looked back.
She wrote in her notebook, "Wild, my youth is over, we are over, goodbye, my beloved boy."
Song Yan returned to China a few years later.
Chi Ye received a courier from Song Yan's roommate.
In her notebook she wrote
"I fell into an endless loop. The diary is filled with my love for you. Maybe our distance is too far and our hearts are too far apart."
Intention: To be determined