What everyone who suffers from depression desires most is to be loved. They have been tortured to the point of numbness.
Gu Yu saw with his own eyes a boy who was tortured by illness. He was very good-looking, or rather like a girl, and had a good personality. But he only knew what depression was when he really got into the boy's heart. He wanted to do his best to help that boy.
And during the whole process, he also had distracting thoughts...
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