It seems that you had a lot of regrets when you were young. These unfilled holes may wait for someone with a warm heart and gentle temperament to heal your wounds, or you may suffer more serious trauma.
There is no need to think about how beautiful or painful the process is. This at least teaches us a lot of truths and human ways that we did not understand at that age.
Youth should be hot, and we should pursue everything we love with passion, but youth should also be cautious and sensitive. When others question ourselves, we will also doubt and deny ourselves. But the road ahead is long, and there are more than just obstacles blocking us. We will write our own youth at this prime age.
Intention: Meeting is also beautiful, but only beautiful memories remain.