The first time they met was in the corridor, Xu Pingsheng was wearing a pink sweater, which made Xia Changqing panic. The male protagonist has a mental illness, his temper is neither bad nor bad, nor does he vent it out, but he always smiles to outsiders. Xia Changqing is the light, the beam of light that shines into the bottomless darkness of Xu's life, and the pulling rope that brings him to the bottom of the valley again. Xu Ping wanted to kill Xia Changqing many times in his life, but he couldn't bear it. He collapsed to the point of almost having a split personality. When he was ill, he would listen to songs. He liked "Spring Mud" very much, especially the sentence: Those painful memories fell into the soil of spring, nourished the earth, and blossomed into the next flower season. Because he believes that everything will pass as long as Chang Qing stays by his side.
Purpose: To commemorate my lost youth