On the day he married the third Liangdi, I jumped off the city tower. I loved him and I hated him. I hated him for killing his father. I hated him for beating Xiaodie to death. I hated him for imprisoning me in this deep palace. I hated him because I vented my anger on Qiancheng. What I hated him even more was... He didn't love me.
Our meeting was wrong. I actually didn't know that he loved me until the end of my life. It's so ridiculous, but I don't regret it... Then let me atone for your killing. I hope you live a good life.
Philosophy: The sinister emperor killed the person he loved most because of his paranoia