There is an extra paragraph in the diary:
"I really like the tulips in your eyes,
So I fell deeply in love with you,
I asked you to return the tulips to me,
You delay step by step,
You make me love you so much,
But I saw withered petals,
sorry,
I want to leave you,
I just want tulips,
I can only find the next person with tulips. "
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Min Huanchen
Adapted from my own experience
Intention: Love cannot be achieved, looking for a substitute for the you I love