"I don't want this but..."
"But I look like her, right?"
"Because you can't get her, why don't you treat me as a substitute?"
"Have you never told the truth in all these years? Tell me, tell me..."
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Do you know how much grievance and hurt she suffered?
Do you still have the nerve to mention her?
She is no longer here, does it still make sense for you to love her now?
You have to be in as much pain as she is before you can apologize.
Intention: be