This work is mainly written based on the author's personal experience when he was 16 years old and one and a half months before the high school entrance examination. At this time, the author is in a state of having secret love for the first time in his life. This article mainly uses the first person to describe the author's unspeakable feelings for a boy in his class, which are sometimes vague and restrained, sometimes warm and emotional. The author often falls deeply into self-contradiction and is unable to extricate himself for a long time. Faced with a relationship that can only end with letting go, the author is always suffering, but is still powerless.
Concept: People always meet the wrong person at the wrong time and develop wrong feelings for the wrong person. This is not what we think, but once we unknowingly fall into this emotional swamp, we will lose our focus and fall into the abyss, making it impossible to escape easily.