"Encountering the Sun"

In 2021, he appeared in her life and gave her the first throbbing of youth. He regarded her as a treasure, holding her in his hands for fear of melting. She remains stubborn and playful, casting her net in all directions. This story that started with an unclear confession will eventually end, and everything is just a "scam" on the Internet. He didn't understand why sincerity was let down, and why sincerity couldn't be replaced by sincerity. He hates her. Only loss can make people learn to cherish, so he disappeared from her life. She regretted it, she felt that she was a lowly person who had let down her feelings. For a long time, his shadow was reflected everywhere in her life. She tried hard to calm down, fell in love, and changed every day. People around her said that she was a real beauty in seamlessly connecting. It wasn't until a week after the breakup that she gave up the idea of ​​finding a new love to escape because she couldn't flirt with others. She would think of him when she looked at others. She couldn't say any love words. It seemed that simple words like "I love you" became extremely difficult for her. Yes. She won't love anyone else. That winter, not a single snowflake fell in Q City... Later, for a long time, she had been trying to atone for what she had done. She thought that as long as she paid off what she owed, they could settle everything. But she owed more than that. On a very ordinary day, she realized one thing: she had fallen into trouble. She was sincerely moved, which is a taboo in relationships. Maybe it's because of the changing tides, God has arranged a painful love drama for her, and the time limit is forever. In the spring of 2022, they met again, and the situation reached a deadlock again. She lowered her body to cater to him, but his cold words were like ice flowers hitting her heart, forcing her to go further bit by bit. She hated him, hated his indifference, hated his inaction, so she left everything behind as he wished, and turned around to love someone else. Zhang Hengshuo was very kind to her and was always available. He could give her whatever she liked and wanted, but he didn't love her and she never gave him a single look. To put it bluntly, this relationship was just about taking advantage of each other and getting what they needed. Day after day, she gradually became numb and cold. She felt that she had let go, but she was not happy, but she still posted an official announcement. She could never forget that day, that day was the beginning and the end. She finally understood that she had been lying to herself and others all along, and that she had never given up from the beginning to the end, but what was the meaning of her belated awakening. February 14th. Suffering from illness, he said his final goodbyes to her. "Can you bear to see me and others happy?" "Why can't I bear your happiness?" "You must forget me" After that, she was in a trance and stayed in the door all day without eating or going to school. She didn't understand why she was struggling so hard now. Her parents took her two weeks off, and she took many pills every day to stabilize her mood. She lost her desire to live... Later, faith united them, and they met and fell in love again. At that time, he loved to call her Xiaohan baby, and he would always be her young Ye. But there is no such thing as a banquet that never ends... Intention: "He is not dim, he is the eternal sun"