True story, no adaptation
When I was in junior high school, I was deeply attracted to him. He was always gentle and kind to everyone. At that time, I was timid and had low self-esteem, and I thought that someone like me was not worthy of liking him.
Later he went abroad
In high school, I became arrogant and proud, and had many boyfriends. They were very similar to him, but yet different.
My friends think I'm so sad
I can't tell whether I am in love or attachment
I seemed to be relieved after the last meeting, but I seemed to have fallen into another mystery.
Intention: Secret love, clear love, love but not being able to get it