(Adapted from a true secret love story, the prototype of the story has no ending. This article is written to make up for regrets. Please forgive me for the imperfect writing style.)
In Xie Yinyin's memory, Ji Yingyan never liked to keep a diary. She thought that the past was over and there was no need to write it down. It was a waste of time and she just remembered some trivial things.
Because Ji Yingyan said that what she thought was what Ji Yingyan thought. Xie Yinyin never thought that she would waste time on this kind of thing. When she captured the traces of the past, she found a small notebook, which was the prize that Xie Yinyin promised her to get first. On it was a pink cherry blossom tree and green grass. Ji Yingyan said that she liked it.
Xie Yinyin couldn't help but open this small notebook.
I remember it was a mess of things, but they were all about Xie Yinyin and her.
September 7, 2007: Today is the autumn sports meeting, and Yin Yin actually ran first. I like this little book so much. I want to use it to record every day of our future life.
September 12, 2007: Ah ah ah ah, the monthly exam is coming soon. I am gritting my teeth and studying every night. I wonder if I can do better in the exam and sit with Yinyin.
September 24, 2007: I didn't do well in the last exam. I don't think I want to read those dense words, but with her here, I must be thinking about it. I must be thinking about it, so work hard and try to catch up with her!
October 4, 2007: I went to the park to play with Xiao Yin Yin today. Her smile seemed so healing. It would be great if she was here every day in the future.
When she saw this place, Xie Yinyin found that it had been torn. The time jumped directly to November 24th. It seemed that the avocado was bitten off with her teeth. Xie Yinyin asked why she was crying, but Ji Yingyan told her that she had fallen...
November 24, 2007: Why are avocados so annoying? This is the first time I want to eat dog meat. My notebook was gnawed by a dog. Ahhhhh, so sad.
December 11, 2007: During the winter vacation, Xiao Yin Yin actually agreed to make up classes for me, a burdensome person. I love Xiao Yin Yin to death!
December 31, 2007: 2007 is coming to an end. Thank God for giving me Xie Yinyin, a good best friend. I think I will always be happy with her.
February 18, 2007: Today is the Spring Festival. I seem to understand my heart. I like her. Although this idea is terrible, I will keep it. I am afraid that if I scare her, she will stay away from me.
Xie Yinyin was shocked. Ji Yingyan liked her? How is this possible? Didn't she promise to help her pursue Li Xu? Did she really want to be a bride on graduation day? Is she serious?
Xie Yinyin pursed her lips, still not sure, and turned to the last page of the book.
June 9, 2009: I am about to graduate. Today I suddenly thought that in the church, Xiao Yin Yin came to me in a white wedding dress. I want to grow old with her. I want to be her bride, but it is definitely impossible. I am self-aware. , She needs a better one who can be her bridesmaid, so it is enough for her to be a good friend for a lifetime. As I write this, my notebook has also been exhausted. The story of the two of us will eventually end. Let my unreachable secret disappear in that summer.
Purpose: Girls should learn to speak out their love bravely