I have loved you for a long time where you can't see me.
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Rabbit Yao, the author of Little Transparent, became famous overnight with his book "Only a Peep". Readers uncovered prototype schools, old photos, and even discovered that the male protagonists of all her novels have the last name X.
Who is X? She never responded. Until that interview.
In front of the camera, she smiled and mentioned the boy who handed over the candy that he "deserved". When we first met him in the first year of high school, the sunlight turned his broken hair into gold. Later, the basketball rolled to his feet, and he stood in the light and handed out the candy. "Deserved" was printed on the candy paper. She never ate the candy.
I wrote and tore the letter, tore it and wrote it again, and finally stuffed it into a black envelope without even daring to leave my name. This love lasted for many years. Later, she wrote all the unfinished words into books, one after another, and every male protagonist's name began with X.
The host asked softly: "So, he is really the prototype?"
She neither admitted nor denied it. He just smiled, as if talking to himself:
"I'm afraid that he knows, but I'm afraid that he doesn't know, and I'm even more afraid that he knows clearly but pretends not to know."
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Intention: he