Since I got you, I have never thought about the days after losing you.
It's not that I'm overconfident, it's that I don't dare to think about what kind of life that is.
But now, like a newborn baby, I am relearning how to face these people, these things, and this society.
But it seems that everything has changed, and it is not the world I originally knew.
The sky always seems to be dark, the rain is chilling to the bone, and the sun seems to have lost its original temperature.
Loneliness always seems to come to me, and I feel at a loss.
I want to ask myself, why can't I sleep? Why can't I eat it? Why is it that I am losing weight little by little?
It turns out that this has always been the day I feared the most, but you made it a reality.
Because you are not here.