What Will Happen? What to Study? (Southern Fujian)

Me, what can I do? What skills do you have? I don't know how to do housework - I can't do housework or part-time work (something I can do every day, but I'm not very agile...)... I don't know how to raise children - I can't be a confinement nanny (I have been there when my sister gave birth to children in the early years, but I really don't know how. The child cried in the middle of the night, but I slept soundly - my sister saw that I was useless, so she let me go...)... I won't... I won't... I won't... Intention: What can I do?