Ruoyu

On June 30, 2011, inside a house in Jingyiyuan. Xie Jinyu used the computer to check her high school entrance examination results. With a score of 723, it is higher than expected. If she is lucky, she will be the top pick among the first students of Hengchu. Thinking of this, she smiled a smile she hadn't seen in a long time. This can be regarded as a somewhat satisfactory answer to an imperfect life. She carefully copied the results into a letter to her parents, then put on her favorite aqua blue dress and walked into the bathroom with a handmade knife. She turned on the shower head, turned up the water temperature, carefully sat against the wall next to the drain, and slit her wrists with a utility knife. It hurts. Her original plan was to use a knife to slit her "cheeks" at the neck, but when she thought her mother was suffering from haemorrhage, she gave up the idea of ​​causing blood and water to splash everywhere. She hoped that the warm water would wash away the blood as much as possible, so that when her parents came back, she would still be that warm and clean child. Two knives, three knives, four knives. Finally gritting his teeth and finishing, Xie Jinyu endured the pain and slowly closed his eyes. There was no review of life, only prayers. "In the next life, don't let me be a human, let me become a fish." Xie Jinyu, who was rescued, decided to continue living for the sake of her grieving parents and her newly born sister, but she left her hometown and disappeared from her past memories. Twelve years later, in 2023, Xie Jinyu looked at her sister Xie Aijin, who was also twelve years old and looked very similar to herself, and the pain in her memories burst out again. She once again lost confidence in life and the will to live. But this time she no longer ran away from memories, but tried hard to recall everything, hoping that she had gained something in this world. While she was recalling herself when she was in the first grade of junior high school 15 years ago with hope, she reunited with the old people she once dreamed of in reality. In the end, what choice would she make... [The core protagonist of the novel is still the heroine. The three male protagonists (2) are three people the heroine meets at different stages in her life, giving her different emotional realizations. Through her memories, she recounted many aspects of her life's feelings and changes, and the male protagonist she finally chose was the only and certain one. The reason is not to say who is better than who, but who is worse than who. The novel will tell about the original families and personalities of all the characters, give a reasonable explanation for their choices, and ultimately have a happy ending. Although everyone has regrets, they have also moved towards their own relief and new lives. Because I believe: Although fate is ruthless, we all made our own choices. Although love is the same, everyone expresses it differently and gives different things. Therefore, I will not write about love, hate, and betrayal for no reason. If there is anything that is not deeply analyzed or described incorrectly, I hope everyone will discuss it in the comment area. I hope everyone can find resonance and peace in the story. Concept: Some people say that fish only have seven seconds of memory, so no matter what unhappy things they have, they can quickly forget them. If we can be like fish, can we forget all the pain and not be drowned in the tide of life?