She knew that he didn't like her.
He is a goal she can never catch up with, and a dream that is out of reach for her.
She is the moth and he is the fire. A moth flying into a flame is bound to have bad results.
But she still jumped, brave and fearless, but with no enthusiasm, childish and ridiculous, and ended up with bruises all over her body.
Not all childhood sweethearts can love each other until they grow old.
Intention: Knowing what cannot be done and doing it is the reason why people are human.