Everyone has an ordinary and vigorous youth, but I am different. My youth is only ordinary. All the vigorous life is consumed in that dream. When I wake up from the dream, I have not met that person in my youth! I never liked anyone in a big way. All my liking was given to a non-existent person, which made me think that no one was as good as him. Therefore, it is the normal state of life to die alone and unable to love.
Intention: Please be brave when you are young, don't carry regrets, and then spend the rest of your life trying to find ways to forget him.