The most painful thing is missing people who don't know it, and shedding tears of flowers and hate for no reason.
Not everyone can become the emperor's favored son, but no matter how small a seed is, it will inevitably grow into a big tree. The road is long, and the most important thing is to move forward in the short years with a clear conscience.
There will be periods of depression, confusion and hesitation, but as long as there is direction in the heart, guarding the innocent heart, and guarding the treasures around you, then a person can be extremely powerful.
I divided the blank space into two parts, because the interweaving of memories before and after was a bit messy. I sorted it out and reposted it. There are two perspectives. One is about Yu Huaixi's remaining years without regrets, and the other is about not giving up the original intention, which is still a story.
Intention: Sincerely wait for the return of the old friend, and do your best to have no regrets for the rest of the years.