He thought that the world was originally dark, and only those who were slightly lucky would find their own light. He never thought that a person like him in the quagmire would also encounter his own sun. From then on, his only goal in life was to follow his sun. Later, he discovered that the sun was warm, but it was not his own, but it really shone on him for a moment.
Intention: I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light.