The author was 21 years old at the time, and the novel was written when the author fantasized about being 25 years old. Therefore, the 25-year-old me is used as the first person, recording the experience of 25 years old (my fantasy), and recalling and narrating the experience of 21 years old, that is, now. It takes the journey between me and her as the main line, including my ideological changes, concepts and psychological activities.
Intention: growth, philosophy, sensibility