He is the canary raised by Mu Yang, trapped in this cage called "love".
But he cannot lie to himself:
He knew that Mu Yang didn't love him.
He fell into the sea and closed his eyes obediently, no longer listening to Mu Yang's screams.
He knew he was happy.
The canary spent her whole life singing for him with her hoarse throat.
Intention: Break free from the shackles of malice and stay away from the hustle and bustle.