After four years, I once again picked up the pen of writing a novel. I remember that the last time I wrote a novel was in 2018. At that time, I met the first boy who fell in love with me in my life, but unfortunately it was only my heart that fell in love, so I painted a longing ending for that secret love in my heart. I thought I would never write novels again, but in the past two years when I was in high school, I met and experienced a lot, and suddenly I had a deeper understanding of youth and love, so I spent my spare time in school and my sleep time writing manuscripts, and then typing them out word by word, hoping to express my thoughts through words, which can be regarded as an explanation of youth.
The Liang Xia in the story was created based on me. The hardships and twists and turns that Liang Xia went through were all experienced by me, but the beauty of love that she enjoyed was something I had never had before. I fulfilled all my expectations in Liang Xia. I often think: If Liang Xia is happy, then it means that I am happy.
Almost all the characters in the story have prototypes, but Gu Chen is the only one I created fictionally. I put all my requirements for my youthful crush on Gu Chen. Sometimes he is a bohemian school bully, and sometimes he is a gentle and considerate senior. He can call you "sister" childishly and play pranks to tease you. He can also wipe your tears when you cry and stand up and say "Don't be afraid, I'm here." In a sense, Gu Chen is my ideal type.
Liang Xia is me, but she is not me. She is much luckier than me. At least she met Gu Chen in her youth, while I only met Lin Yu in my youth, at least for now. I hope that in this book, Liang Xia can love well and bravely with my expectations. After all, youth is so short and hasty.
This time, I picked up the pen again and continued to record the evening breeze, midsummer, sunset, sunset, canteen, playground, heartbeat and you. I think writing for you is the most romantic thing I can do.
Intention: Since you can't be a beautiful rose that touches anyone's heart, then you can become a weed, live openly, be proud and unrestrained, and be full of hope.