The flower language of camellia is ideal love and innocence, representing nobility, aloofness and cautious love.
When it withers, it will not wither as a whole, but wither petal by petal, just like a cautious person looking for ideal love.
The first half of Sheng Zichen's youth was filled with gratitude that he mistook for love, and the second half of his youth was wasted in that wishful secret love.
++++++++His youth became a mess.
Concept: Not all love is reciprocated