Chen Le is a taciturn little transparent person who was ostracized by a group of people at school. She has been enduring the violence on herself in silence. She has not resisted, she cannot and dare not. Everyone seems to hate herself, including Chen Le herself. She hates that she does not have a beautiful body and a rich family. Chen Le feels like a rat living in the sewer. She is dark, selfish, greedy, and cowardly. She cannot see the light, and everyone calls for beatings. Chen Le finally broke out, she dropped out of school, and began to make money by any means necessary. She hoped to become perfect, to hurt those who had hurt her, and then turn into a swan, gaining everyone's attention and love. It was not easy to climb out of the quagmire of high school, and worked hard to get into a good university in Beijing. Then she went to Beijing to join the glamorous cousin, but the result was another swamp...
Philosophy: A girl who has an unfortunate family and is bullied gradually becomes selfish and paranoid, but she is still looking for a way to save herself.