My name is Zhu Yan, I am not a human being, I am a goblin, a spider spirit.
I have been married ten times, and I have loved each relationship vigorously, but in the end there is still no way to avoid watching them age and leave. I have experienced too many deaths, from the ignorant expectations when I first entered the world to the calmness now, but it does not stop me from still loving this world.
Intention: Love the world and love life.