What is the pain?
Prayer never knew.
The peeling of skin and bones by ordinary people may have a high chance of causing a living person to die of pain. No one is crazy enough to want to experience such unbearable pain, except for praying.
He was born unable to feel pain, as if he had automatically shielded himself from some kind of cognitive impairment, and had privileges that others could not enjoy. He automatically understood this privilege as God's crowning of punishment for sinners, so he tried countless times to take off the crown of sin and break the chains of bondage.
There are many ways to feel pain, and I wish to choose the most direct method - death.
He failed. When the tip of the knife sank into the flesh and blood flowed out, he did not experience the pain he wanted, but instead enjoyed a game of life and death.
Deep in the night was day, and he threw himself into death.
Concept: Love is the deeper sin.