"When I was little, I wanted to go to the sea. When I grow up, I hope to have you in my life."
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"Are you really good at it?" I lay on the lawn and looked at him. "How dare you contradict a big shot like Teacher?"
"It's none of your business." There were many injuries on his face, which made me feel a little sad.
"Hey, I just like how arrogant you are." I just have unrequited love, lonely and desolate. Some people may say why hang yourself from a tree. They are right. I just want to die. I want to see if he can like me before I die. It doesn't matter if he likes me or not.
Anyway, I don't live long.
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"You have ALS. Very few people know about this disease and very few people have it. Alas, my child, please cherish your time."
... I walked out of the hospital and took off my mask. I looked at my fingers. No wonder... My fingers have been numb recently and I can't pick up anything or eat.
I went home and sat on the table, took a piece of paper and a pen, and wrote on it: Just kill me.
Intention: Face life with positivity and optimism